My Near Death Experience

i almost died on Wednesday. Scooter meets truck. Jennifer’s skull meets asphalt. Then there was a few minutes of nothingness before consciousness decided to reanimate itself in the form of Jennifer.

It’s bringing up A LOT. Not the usual “what’s the meaning of my life?” {i feel i have that locked in - teach people how to love themselves, until there’s no self left to love & we dissolve into the cosmic soup of existence.}

It’s bringing up stuff about chaos & the random nature of reality - which my mind HATES, as it prefers the sense of control & order.

Having lots of thunks around my difficulty receiving help & support, while being SO comfortable giving to others.

Wondering where did my consciousness go?



i’m pondering the paradox of safety. It’s interesting how such an experience gives a simultaneous sense of “i’m completely unsafe & can die at any moment - i have no control over this” AND “i’m completely safe & protected - look at all these angels here to support me”.



i’ve been sharing videos in my fb group most days about the techniques i’m using to heal & integrate the experience. If you’re not already a member & want to get in on the vulnerability, join here: www.facebook.com/groups/self.love.into.oneness

To be clear, my body's absolutely fine. The CT scan showed no internal bleeding, i've been dancing, singing & celebrating life as full power as ever!

Massive public holler to the friends & community who’ve held me these last days…